Welcome evolution

Today, and not here only, in a space allocated for growing ideas, I welcome you, reader of the near future.

I welcome you to a state of mind. Mine. A brain, influenced by my surroundings and the persons who inspire me. To have someone to be inspired by, is not someone to copy. Majority of the paths of thinking are my own, and the ideas I encounter help me to discover bit by bit my beloved places to find peace in.

I warn you once, you will be lost here, pretty much as I already am. The words are important, and yet I dare to express them as they come. Because I hate sayings. There’s one that says :”turn you tongue 7 times before talking”. Why though being carefull of what you say, if you don’t intent to harm ? Because nuance isn’t allowed ? That would be disregarding the way life is made.

We will witness evolution, from now.

So, Sometimes I’ll write something, and the day, or hell, the second after I’ll be wanting to change those. But wait, it isn’t hell, it is my freedom. Meet my freedom of thoughts, and hopefully you will grasp its kindness, its soft strength. Its weaknesses and it’s doubts. The whole,read, commented and judged by you. We are the pilots. This is the pilot of this here blog.

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Fierce will of change that will provide with unshakeable softness and serious stance .

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A new beginning, or just finally putting down non-assimilitad knowdeges. Everytime I learn something, from others, through others or by my encounters I have the feeling nothing sticks. As simple as a short phrase, or long talk it would be as if no words kept their meaning long enough for me to learn from it. Even worse when I should get a sign, an indirect call for help, or piece of advice. Somehow I am uncertain, and can’t render it in a meaningfull call.

Yet, I speak with a mouth full of words I just know by form, not “meaning”. I tend to get stuck on a unique word, emotionnaly growing it until it is the only word taking all the space in my mind. As a big neon light board, shining right in you pupil, disableing your core reactions, sticking your body in epileptic thinking mode.

6 Years later, the knots loosen finally, and it’s too late.

Is that a pitty, or the fact you were unable to face whatever you should have at this moment ? Experience is the best teacher. Experimentation brings your whole soul and body in the arena. But you will have to listen too, as someone or something will try to tell you there are preferable ways to react.